I’m no longer wait for human love. I’m letting go everything for the sake of Allah, I will be more calm and focus on my priority.
It’s been a month. Honestly, I miss him so much. Sometimes I hope there is a text from him. Why dont just me texting him first ? My answer is no. I wont text him first. Coz hes the one who walked away, it means that he prefer to leave me, then why should I to text him when that person doesnt need me. It’s not an ego but I just give what he wants. Sometimes I do miss him, reading old text and smiled or cried but not more than that. I didnt hate him, I’m doing fine. I’m accepting a fact that I’ve lost my good companion. I do have faith in Him. Allah knows whats the best for me and him. Just maybe I’m not meant for him, or just not this time or hmm I dont know. I know he’s doing fine without me cause thats how he lives. You know that feeling when you miss a person so much but you have to hold it by yourself. May Allah protect you wherever you are. I miss you so much and all the best in your future.